try and guess the reason for doing so..highlight fro my answer =p

1. went into hospital…..

to do the medical check up for work =p quite good service tho..urine, x-ray, bla bla..but the doctor was attending the emergency case so it dragged until pretty late =_=

2.ate double portion in dinner just because it has…..

OTAK-OTAK. summore it’s from Johor! its place of birth!  =_= *sigh* since the first time i had it i’m like this..denotes: FAT..shit im so gonna diet AGAIN..EOS

3. gonna go to court tomorrow…..

you got it?not saman,not into any trouble, not suing anybody or anything..but to swear in for my post XD

gotcha!

[oh, did i get you? =D]

ahhhh..coz the weather for these two nights just prompt me to write so..i dont need to have a night out..a night in would do now..=p

My Dream Night In would include:

1. cozy seats for me to stretch out my legs and lay my back, and in this case, a bed is totally not a problem. =p environment preferably to be clean and neat for max enjoyment without irritants.

2.either DVD/TV/Lappie will work as long as it has something that i like inside. ;p

3.if it’s dinner, i would like some raw stuff sushi/Domino’s/best chips with Ramly/McD burgers. =D (preferably which i dont need to wash up later)

4.a big blanket/squashy pillows/huggables to snuggle in/shield from coldness, preferably PINK LOL..aw i miss my pink blanket and bed in cheras T_T

5.why did i say coldness, coz i would also love drizzling rain outside as long as it’s not thunderstorm XD

nah that’s why you&i stay in instead,no?

6. of course in comfy shorts and t-shirt ^^

7.having the fact that i dont need to wake up early tomorrow! oh this is important!

8.knowing the fact that i’d be SAFE staying IN! =p

9.to be able to laugh or cry in My approved level of privacy.

10. and lastly , of course, a good company! *wink*

ahhhh..time to…..do My Dream Night In ;p

this is a post honouring my partner in CRIMES in uni days..

and NO he is not and wasnt my bf  but we can go as crazy as we can get..(and i guess, to him, the ‘crimes’ we did were just mediocre..LOL)

so how crazy?as i can remember:

1. sneaked out of a boring lecture together XD (okay! CRIME!!)

2. laughed about the DiGi train until the people looked at us like we just ate some poisonous laughing fruits..

it’s like this. there was once Rapid KL has PUTRA LINE trains installed with their respective advertisers’ slogans as notification for stops.(also, their whole interior and exterior) so DiGi’s one were in a super high pitched tone (like nobody’s business) saying: I love Digi! and then we acted and laughed at this. i know. LAME! somehow i said: aiyo better not be DiGi train later lor..then we kept talking about it until…..we were inside the train and we heard: Next stop, Bangsar. xxxxx..I Love DiGi! then.. we laughed non-stop =0=”

[there were KFC and McD as well which even tells you which stop has McD nearby!]

3. chased after a bus all the way from campus junction to sec 14 and then realised it’s not the bus we wanted =0=” seriously siao!

4. TRAVELLED all around like the Rapid KL is opened by me. =p like, as long as we have time, mana mana pun boleh. but normally i rush home quite soon la haha.. [hah! now you know partially why i can tell you the public transport route when you ask me LOL!]

5. taught me how to hxxk people’s comp! (but trust me i forgot edi!!) CRIME!!

seriously, when i moved from ipoh to KL it was ok. taking rented room and stuff like that. then soon, i had to travel a distance to and from campus, much like a local. so usually, i will meet him or follow him to LRT station and take the route home. and at times we will even meet ah shing, sim sim, or allina.

seriously, if it was not them, my travel route would be less fun.

but for the last and longest part of the route, usually i will spend it by myself..either being all emo or sleeping in it..and when classes so unfortunately landed on the ever primed 9to5 hours, i will get to have to sleep longer before i reach home coz of the jam..

there is just this nostalgic tragic sympathetic   part when you travel with all these familiar 9to5 faces..like, fret not, they are all in it with you.. =_= you can even know like, hey, why does he get down here today?i thought [fill in the blank] like that..

those days, the happiest part must have been the gatherings part when we dont have classes or have special occasions =”(

ok la emo enough its time to sleep. G’NIGHT!

p/s: go home to your loved ones!

was given ugly comments (or advice)..

was forced to a seemed dead end..

practically, was down with hard times..

but, there are always blissful parts where only i myself know and that i feel for myself..

=) ;)

and i know..

and i know..

So anyhow, embrace this blissful season, and

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL ^^

祝愿花好月圆，月圆人也团圆!! ^^

Siblings came back so we went out to dine with Bro’s sponsorship LOL!

and Bro suggested Oh Sushi coz it was cheap and fresh and stuff like that..and i totally have no qualms about Bro being so excellent in maintaining things like ordering dish and entertaining  us, his nonsensical baby sisters LOL!

of course alot of camwhore sessions in between..

(my skin looks so patchy..*sigh* i know..time for masks =_= )

like, posing with the landscapes..LOL..

and in the restaurant..hehe..

siblings! ^^

okay, this one, we were actually acting like we’re so amazed by the moving octopus’ tentacles on the tepan =.=”

with Agnes who came back from Taiwan..

part of the food we ordered..yum!^^

out of the four of us, only Bro and i have the courage to take raw sashimi styled food..like tuna, salmon, and the salmon roe..argh!! i want more!!

Bro and i actually even wanted to order the sea urchin  , oysters (YUM!!) and exotic stuff like that but, considering only two of use eating raw stuff and the sea urchin was actually that expensive..we ceased the plan..=p see? im such a considerate sister LOL!

but we did enjoy the enough sashimi we had ..heeee..

but i also learnt that i tak boleh tahan Natto..x_x very stinky to me..urgh..

p/s: oh and i tried a new trick on my eyes..hehe gave my eyes quite some nice effect..=p guess what is it?? (no, other than fake  lashes..LOL!)

[not so sweet after all, a mind-disturbing post]

between true lovers, puppy-lovers,secret lovers,husbands and wives, third-party idiots and different types of couples..

each has some kind of secret code of love..

it could be the common Terms of Endearment or actions or any special figures..anything special for the two..

the point is, these secret codes of love, they do not only exist as a physical consolation, but much of a deeper sense of belonging..belonging to the person..

for an example, when the basterd is busy with work or, in some worse cases, busy with the biatch on the other side, you will still somehow feel contented and all calm from the fire of frustration just now when he just simply calls your secret nick or does something which is your secret code of love, like, suddenly turn around and have a quick sniff of your unique scent..

(well if the basterd is doing this when he is with the biatch then, well, FYL. you never know, dont you?)

ah, so that’s all for today’s mind-disturbing post.

excuse me.

okay just a quickie here,i was FB-surfing when i come across this.

**sigh* this means click the word ‘this’ in the sentence above, IF, somehow, you dont know*

it was so funny but so true to our culture!!

and i suddenly remember Queen Juliana’s , Her Royal Majesty punya “Royal Special Performances” !!  (nah, she’s not a real royalty, mind you =p just a nick)

OMG!! such moments!!she can actually play so many accents and people!! and we were always so ‘engrossed’ in her performances!!

awwww!! such moments!! =)

okay have to attend to my other tasks now, ta! =)

read this.

*sigh* may she RIP..

[pre-reading linguistic note: the pronoun 'you' to be referred to individuals in general public]

19 years old..

say..what were you doing when you were 19 years old? Form 6?College? Started dating? or have started dating even earlier?

or you’ve started thinking about financing your car, house and stuff?jobs?salary?

you know when people tell you not to do dangerous stuff and all?

and you never listen. (i bet?)

i was ‘young’ or at that age too..and of course, like many others, i made mistakes that the youngsters tend to make.

but, luckily, i have Him in my mind, and i followed His instructions and teachings..so, it wasnt that bad. (or so i thought) i can really felt He protected me in every way He could.

and at age 24 now, i can say, whatever they told you (except those very irrational or illogical or blah and you know what i mean), it has got to have some reasons behind it.

these, i say, you will never learn until you faced ’em.or you yourself have grew out of it. (like silly games and actions,or decisions) but some, have not even have the chance to learn it after facing it. life, is as such. as fragile. as one way as it could be.

and, dont talk about caring or love for others when you cant even take good care of yourself or not even sure of what you are doing or what your plan is.

when you started taking all these responsibilities, that is when you have grown up one step.

‘thinking’ or ‘assuming’ that you’re mature is just nonsense, ok? heck,what do you know about it?

i still remember at 19 (yes, the 19) i was hit by a motorcycle crossing the four-lanes one way road in front of the school to go to the shopping mall opposite to get something for a short while.

the Kancil blocked my view of the motorcycle which was coming through and soon enough, i got a ‘hit’. i ‘flipped’ a few round ,before it came to an end a few metres after that.

as lucky as i was, news spread, people gathered around me giving first aid. soon i was in the ambulance.

stomach was hit but no internal bleeding. but i couldnt even stand properly as my ankle was sprained. and i was dizzy due to the low blood pressure from the hit. and my arms and legs were bleeding with ugly looking fresh wounds.

and that day, was the day of my maternal grandpa’s funeral. =_= which i should have just go home soon after getting the stationery.

i lost something (hurt), but i’ve also gained something that day.

yea, so now you still think you’re that fabulous?

[warning: spoilers ahead!]

so watched Piranha today..which was more like paying movie tickets to scare ourselves..=_=” well not to say bad in effect but..yea it’s ok..you get some bodies in halves with intestines showing and stuff like that..so yea..=_=” oh! and corpse that moves! woots! =.=”

anyway, so about that corpse that moves..

we were so engrossed in the next ‘attack’ that, when the person in front got shocked of the ‘suddenly-the-corpse-moved’ kinda scene, she spilled HALF her pop corn out which ‘landed’ on our feet =_=” and we thought the Piranha actually came up to eat us!! (nah..actually i thought of the cockroaches after a few seconds of thoughts =p)

and when we leave, and the cinema lights were finally on, i found my bag and my jeans were stuck with the pop corn =_=”

so much so of the 18+ kinda shocking scene..

oh you know what, spoiler:

the ending of the movie is:

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[you still wanna know?if you dont, scroll back and goodbye.]

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the ending of the movie is:

“oh, so these are only babies. (to the just dead ‘regular’ sized piranha) so where is the big one?”

and…..

the big one flew over and just gulped the guy (the hero) down.

THE END.

and THAT is the ending..=_=” sweat max i tell you..

okies time for bed..Resident Evil tomorrow!! ^^ (what else for tomorrow??)

p/s: as always, my blog is soooo boring without pictures..=_=

okay, to be really frank, NO, it’s not about Inception the movie but very much related about Inception.

recently, i was in a condition where every time i sleep (even a short dozing off), i will have dream/dreams that ‘feature’ some ‘fictional’ problems or dilemma which i will have to face and solve..but before i get to ‘solve’ it i was jolted awake by the frustration and followed soon by tiredness..

=_= what?somebody is trying to ‘incept’/’extract’ something into/out of my mind? =.=

isnt my life bad enough?urgh..

*sigh*

the signs are telling me not to give up and be positive because what i’ve wished for is coming soon..but what i see is different from what i wished..(erm..well..there were some signs that show what i wished for..er…..whatever..)

so i decided to take a nap and ‘dream-think’ it (you know, since the dilemma visits my dream so often now =.= *sigh*)

and i woke up feeling…..just follow my plan..nothing more to worry or think about.. =.=”

it’s like this, after some sleep the feeling tend to leave you somehow, or at least improve a lil..i know this is true for some people..no?

ah..bed is nice..in my big T-shirt and shorts..with all my babies..=p

so banked in the cheque and fixed the line..thought of buying the mooncake but then didnt turned out so..

so went ahead to buy sushi and KFC hot&spicy nuggets for Doraemon movie session..glad for the enjoyment..=)

oh talk about outing, while waiting for the Hot&Spicy nuggets to be done, the cashier gave us each a cup of soft drinks =D

isnt that warm or what? now that’s really some PR and customer relation thing. =p

i know life can be very hard..but, isnt it a lil too hard? but anyhow, i dont worry about it that much now..i kept telling myself, doesnt matter, coz when the time comes, i will do what i have to do..no hesitation, no regrets.. (since it had  more than enough time and reasons for it to be so)..so maybe i can say, the routes are clearer now =)

so what’s next? =) Piranha ??

yea i guess im abusing my blog T_T coz rants are just so blah.

but aih you know when nights are the times where chances to get emo suddenly is that high. (especially when you’re alone) =_=”

my life recently was like a roller coaster, you see.

i can easily get emo when the button is hit (if you get what i mean).

just for this morning the ‘button’ was hit, like how i was so tangled and frustrated..

but soon after that, i told myself, i must think positively..feel positively..and be positive!

ooooh and soon after that i saw something which made my eyes pop out to the size of a ping pong ball 0.0 gleaming glistening and whatever.

i quickly pulled Hazel over to check it out..(that fella got so shocked thought she was caught MSN-ing LOL XD..eh you better pray MSN wont get blocked lor or i will kill you!!)

and then i High-fived her LOL! XD coz the ‘evidence’  just made me soooo happy!! then i kept telling myself to be more positive hahahahaha! XD yea like those will help..prayers =)

that’s why you see my tweets are all the similar things on the word ‘positive’ ..like i was insane =_=

[nah now you see why rants are just blah but whatever HAHAHAHAHA]

p/s: im now physically living with the watermelon frost coz of my beloved ulcer..argh..or you can say eco-ly: co-habitat with it. or more romantically: kissing it. urgh. but than Buddha it worked. =p

crap: thought of blogging for Merdeka day and the Private Affair, but then, did NOT happen. =_=”

non-crap: (less crappy i guess) had the Pizza Hut birthday dinner, which was pretty full.. =0=”  i was almost in a very difficult situation to walk and i kept silent-burping (excuse me..but yea you wouldnt hear me doing that hahahahaha) all the way after the dinner til home =.=”

okay sorry i should stop these unappetising topic..

erm so, as people say, as you grow older, what you ask for (like presents??) will become less..erm i did make a birthday wish in front of the ‘cake’ (ahem)..but wondering whether it will realise?haha..probably what i asked for is too..erm..let’s just say, priceless? haha..

ah enough crap..g’night peeps..

p/s: argh ulcer..*sigh*..