and ..it never worked =_= it was cacat..

so i connected to another unsecured wireless network..

[yes, no makeup…..]

aiyo no choice lo, blame it on TM coz processing our 4mgps like snail..

but then it also provides the wireless for HERE right?okok fine.

[please accelerate the processing of  my 4mgps..please please..i promise to do a good adv for you > _ < ]

BY THE WAY! i read TheStar today and got to see these two pieces..

about Jho Low  (click link, must must must must must read!) and  also  a monster/beast.

gosh raping a student in front of her friends..in the school bus..so now school bus is not safe as well? talk about cabs!

and OMG..Jho Low is just too lucky isnt he? i wished i’ve been so too! *dreams*

(erm maybe if i’ve been in KLIA’s air port cafes using free wireless now..hmm..maybe some handsome, charming and nice tourist guy just walk past and erm…..*continues dreaming*)

*ahem*

denotes: DIET!!

yesterday was the first day..started slowly but surely..

then today, soup and rice and vege >.<

[cut sugar, oil and salt!]

argh! slimmer and  curvier  bodyyyyy~~ (tho i know my bust is erm..well..very pitifully destined/permanent..*sigh*)

by the way,

weekend was The Sorcerer’s Apprentice or something

OMG was nicely plotted! with the physics involved! (previously J.K. Rowling had a book explaining the magical phenomena which included legends and old alchemists stuff)

and the male leading character was as geeky as ever =.=

[and im never gonna have those badly done Japanese food in Jusco food court anymore, my goodness..=_=]

p/s: my Japanese self-revival course is erm..aih speechless..im just so dead on katakana..and i think its time to buy some old folks psychology reference books..=.=

p/p/s: pleeeeeease bless that TM will work our application super fast!! i need the 4mgps like, NOW!!

okay i know i abandoned my blog for so long

okay sayang my blog *pat pat*

i’ve actually got a long to-do list, see:

spot anything? LOL!

tell me here!

by the way,

INCEPTION IS CRAZY OKAY? the idea is SCARY MAX!!

urgh! *shiver* imagine that!

but i seriously dont remember any of my dreams giving me any..erm.. ‘idea’.. 0.0

and and..

i’ve grown FATTER.. =_=”

okay, time for diet plan..

*eekkk!!*

宮崎　駿 の　映画~~

Hayao Miyazaki, if you dont know who he is, then google or wiki it ^^

so recently i’ve been a lil obsessed about his Ghibli Studio’s productions..

the movies are always filled with lots of hidden meanings and emotions that quietly run deep inside our hearts..

[okay you can skip the synopsis if you hate to read a long one, i just put it there =p]

1. 風の谷のナウシカ

nausica of the valley of the wind

风之谷

basically this story is about Nausica (pronounced as Na-u-shi-ka) in 1000 years after human (read: WE) destroyed most parts of the world. the world was filled with all kinds of fungal and sporadic stuff/plants which puff out the inflammatory and poisonous gases, which could destroy the lungs in like, 20 seconds or so?

she’s actually the princess in the Valley of the Wind and her father was terminally ill because of those gases..initially, to save her father, she actually discovered that clean land and water can actually ‘de- functionalised’ the plants from puffing out those gases..but its too late, greedy people from other lands started to invade their valley in order to ‘clear the poisonous jungle’..

and this movie tells how she used her kindness and love for living things touched the hearts of the huge, angry  Kings of Bugs and saved the world from the major fire (proposed by the greedy people, said to burn all the poisonous flora and fauna and rebuild the world) ..\(^3^)/

and you would see all kinds of weird but beautiful plants and animals and scenery in this movie, a usual for most of Hayao Miyazaki’s movies..

so this is one, world-saving+heart-touching movie..

next come the love-saving+heart-touching movie..LOL!

2. 耳をすませば

whisper of the heart

侧耳倾听

another Hayao Miyazaki’s movie!

OMG this one touched my heart lor!

it was about a girl and a boy, connected by the weird ‘library-relationship’..

the boy, in order to attract the girl’s attention, read many books ,and usually faster than the girl in the speed of reading, until the girl finally felt weird why most of the books she rented had the name of this same patron.

so by fate or by serendipity and whatnots, she slowly found about this boy, in this small old shop operated by his grandpa, and also found out the love story of the pair of Gentleman and Lady (they are actually cats-real or not?no idea..)

the boy was to go overseas to advance his skills in violin-making, and the girl felt she needed to do something in order to feel matching with him =.=”

so yea, a love so pure yet so mature!!

良い !! ^^ (nice!!^^)

p/s: one weird thing, i have no idea why am i starting to ber-bahasa malaysia @@” i was actually shocked when i ber-bahasa malaysia to my mum, when all the while i seldom do so unless i was required to,not that i say my BM is superb tho..my mum teaches BM and i teaches Eng..@@”

okay NINI,time to investigate this! (actually this post is kinda “dedicated” to you too, LOL! XD )

p/p/s: i wanna take back my Jap can?? T.T

Ingredients

2 chicken breast  cubed, rubbed with 1/3 teaspoon of salt and pepper

1 zucchini seeded,skin on,diced

1/2 a cup black pepper sauce,  salted

2 cloves garlic ,chopped

Instructions

1.saute garlic until gragrant
2.add in the chicken cubes, stir-fry
3. put in sauce, continue for about 3 minutes until the meat is cooked
4. add in zucchini and stir-fry for another 1 to 2 minutes, do not overcook as we need the texture of zucchini
5. serve hot

YES! it was McD’s Shirousa, and the all-new Grilled Chicken Burger (as said in the post below) and home movie @ Twilight 2 (yes, not 3 coz havent got the chance yet, so movie date anyone?)

also, the long awaited and hard to get and much sought after..THE ULTIMATE 10-HERBS NOURISHING BLACK CHICKEN SOUP (okay that’s a long one i know) and mum’s chinese style spicy chicken feet (yup you heard me right).

whee~~!!

So, i was thinking of getting myself some stuff from the pharmacy this morning (trust me when i say i love pharmacies, *eos*)

i saw an Ad in The Star:

*gasp**hyper-ventilating* !! it was the Grilled Chicken Burger that i have been longing for!! there was this one time when they have the GCB ( Grilled Chicken Burger ) with the purple lettuce and onions and whatnots. but then after some time it vanished!! *grumpy face*

Now it’s back! (to me, hahahahahha!!!!!)

im so definitely surely very gonna get one in the weekend, or maybe tomorrow?? *thinks*

Then after that i changed and i…..

i…..

i…..erm…..

reversed the car out of my house to go to the pharmacy!! *gasp* =0

OMG werent that fabulous?

coz there was this car, kinda in a very dangerous position to my ‘reversing’ , get it?

and peple who know me knows my driving skills…..*hand covers face*

but anyway i DID IT!!

and just when i thought the ‘most happening street’ in my area would be of no parking, there were ample parking spaces =_=

probably because people just went off to work and didnt have a chance to sneak out for ‘clients’ or ‘brunch’ yet =p

so yea i bought stuff for my knee. yup.

i really have no idea how it got into me  last night=.=

i was walking upstairs after switching off the modem when i just..well..sprained my knee..maybe its like, sudden wrong mechanism or what =.=”

but then i thought it will go off so i slept, plus even if i buy a knee support from 24 hrs i wouldnt be able to wear it..it would ‘suffocate’ my knee..=.=yes it does when you are sleeping or not actively moving..the slow of activities in your body would encourage the knee support to follow your rested anatomical condition and then proceed to get tighter on your knee,and same goes to any other form of these ‘supports’.

okay clueless of it or not, i bought a knee support for my knee.

*self-pity*

i also bought some other stuff la of course.

THEN, i went home and that car was making me doubting whether i would be able to park into my house or not =.= i was going to just park outside and let my brother park again for me later (and that also need me to adjust umpteenth times =_=)

so anyway luckily my grandma opened the gate and i braved myself and parked it in =0 *applause*

hahahaha…..

THEN i finished my data entry stuff by 3pm like that =.=

at least its finished and i could focus on other stuff. =p

okay McD this weekend?? =D

NO NO! it’s not about me but yea, related to me somehow *ish*

okay.

this.

is suuuuuch an embarrassing and sensitive topic to talk about on my block (blog).

it’s about that .

you see, for the past two days, a friend has been showing me these news of some immature teenage girls (yes, by teenage i mean 13 to 16 probably?) posting their own nude, no i mean, naked and real sexually provocative  pictures on the social media / sites.

yes you heard me right.

they did.

when i first heard and saw these i was like, EFFFF..=.=”

okay, i know there are porn stuff out there and all, so whats the big deal with their sexually provocative or even their naked pictures?it’s a free world anyway!some even do it for their beloved bfs. (majorly)

the thing is, okay, i dont mean to be offensive.really. really la!! (later you’ll know why i say it’s an embarrassing and sensitive topic to talk about on my blog.)

they..were..not..well..covered. *hand covers eyes*

by not well covered i mean, no makeup, well not that make up is a must but, they didnt make themselves presentable. *eos* (i should have said, that is then , not even ‘sexually provocative’.. =_= get it? )

one took photo at her house’s bathroom. the other showing her bra and all in front of some unknown mirror. *swallow saliva*

can you imagine that?

the girl even said, quoted: “im not like other girls, who are scared to post their naked pictures up, whether the breast big or small. now that ive posted it up, if you want more, contact me. my phone number xxxxxxxxxxx”

er..okay.

now you got that, without lecturing on what and what not to post on social media sites and all.

THEN.

my friend once told me, i love to post stuff on the sites too

AND

alot of them were/are camwhore photos. (okay, okay, the bomb, the bomb!)

well.

yes.

i am not beautiful. no. am not.

that’s why all my photos are well-covered (literally and figuratively).

that’s why all my photos were carefully filtered.(now you know)

that’s why all my photos were meant for my close acquaintances only. (excluding my blog photos la)

and about point three, i have to say, beauty is really something very very x100000000 subjective. like, beauty lies in the lover’s eyes. so nobody is ugly.ever.

SO, to some people whom you know/close to, you are actually accustomed to their daily look. so it doesnt really matters to you about their outer look but more on inner beauty (hoho).

BUT

at least la you dont post your naked photos or photos of such ‘sexually provocative’ on the sites!  a simple question, WHAT IF YOUR PARENTS/family/people you know FOUND OUT ABOUT IT?! what will they think? =.=

adoi~~sickening la~~

=.=”

okay lor now you wanna shoot me shoot lor. *hide face*

p/s: i found many of my friends prefer my nude face aka without makeup look. why ah?my makeup not nice meh? BUT, i know its something pretty hard to control/learn, i mean makeup, from red uneven lippie lines to carefully tinted balms and all. i wasnt good at it as well! but i learnt and i grew out of it. and at least i didnt do such embarrassing stuff lor..haiyo..*no eyes see*

hey peeps! how’s the weekend huh?cool?

well, practically i had

- a new bag-erm..i’ll save that for later.

-bought a Za emulsion-i need!mine is finished!

-watched "Predators" =D cool!

-had sushi ♥

-bought comics-which is pretty rare for me but well!

-discovery of Novel Hut-squeal in delight!!  X)

-had char kuey tiao and taiwanese sausages =D

-and had home movie marathon =p

all these deserve for ^3^ ♥

teehee!!

oh, did i mention about a new bag?

yup..well lemme tell you the sad story of being my bag *embarrassed+guilty*

erm..well..have you met my off-white bag?

here:

okay..the point is not the design (tho i love it pretty much!)

but instead,  these:

erm yea that was practically,ALMOST the ‘daily diet’ of my bag..

F.U.L.L..TO THE BRIM..

[ask ANY of my friends, last time when i used to travel really much-like, ALOT, i even used to bring mini pouches of toiletries and makeup!!in the handbag/carry-all!!  > _ <  anything, ask for me, i would have it! ]

*guilty*

erm, yea, so as you can see, i even bring my charger along, the hand sanitisers..and shawl and medicine and sweets and purse and water tumbler and umbrella and etc etc..well you know, the usual necessities..essentials..to me =p

*ahem ahem*

(almost like a doraemon bag edi =.=” )

well my poor bag finally gave up on this special diet and protested with the torn parts and whatnots..

SO

here comes:

which is much bigger (until, i swear, i can make it into a short vacation carry-all/ hand-carry luggage)

=D *glee*

hoho..and it has pretty much space within now..

REALLY ENJOYED THE WEEKEND ^3^ ♥

p/s: meet the tortoise ^^ keke.. (yes la, it is a tortoise..)

so this morning, dad said gonna bring me to abc office to apply for def..

and so we went..

when we reach there (after my dad’s perfect reverse parking skill which i still havent acquire , ahem)

we told the guard (yea, guarded, like very very well guarded)

that we want to apply for def.

she told us: oh, sekarang semua dah online dah. sini tengok.

i went ahead and read the notice.

ok fine i was not well-informed ok lor. so its online now huh.

then as i continue reading,

it says, print out a hard copy of it (ok lor, reasonable) PLUS a soft copy in a CD (i immediately sweat as i copied this =_=” ) and hand it in.

why.on.earth.couldnt.the.completed.form.be.submitted.online.as.i.would.be.filling.it.in.there. (question mark)..

isnt.that.double.work. (question mark)..

……………

i wanna hentam my head somewhere edi.. =_=”””””

well~~

hmm~~

this would be a booooooooooooring post..=_=

well actually before this i was gonna talk bout parents nagging COZ I JUST GOT ONE MYSELF *grumpy face*

but well, you know you got it through as you grow up and you know your parents are just nasty on their mouths but not in their hearts so yea you just know what to do to keep them happy so settled.

[now before you continue, this is seriously NOT about me being personal ,mind you , im just being general and stating it very factually,logically,practically. end of story.]

NOW

i’ve got a real <3 to <3 issue..

well its just not about me but a real factual thing to think about (oh that rhymes doesnt it?)

so i saw two things, actually..

one, is being that

the one whom you love, might not love you;

the one who loves you, might not be the one whom you love;

but the one whom you will be marrying, would neither be the one whom you love or loves you, but could just appeared at the right time..

(oh wow i can translate so well *self-boasting sheepish face*)

this is so. so. so. so. so. saddening kay?

aih..this is actually a quite well known saying (dont know from who)..but my friend said its also about oneself, whether he or she chooses to give up or to hold on dear to it..like, if you treasure him or her so much..

then came the second one,

being,

girls generally mature earlier than guys..

so being together at the same age actually poses dangers like the girls would have been thinking about future in uni years while the guys just wanna have fun until they start working.

so it seems they chose to ditch and get new sparks in their life. long term gf then is boooring to them. by that time, the guys learnt how to tolerate from the ex(es) and treated the girl well..and then soon the time comes for them to build a family..

and so they say its like a school for the guy whereby they ‘studied’ and ‘graduated’.

OR, somehow they just regretted they lost that girl,that girl has already married some stable guy by the time they realise their gems within. (okay dont think the other way round!)

well.

arent that saddening as well?

this also depends whether the girl or guy decides to hold on to it..which, is so so saddening-ly rare.

well sometimes you feel like slapping your partner (or in other cases, yourself) questioning why would they wanna leave you this long-term-plus-WAS-going-to-get-married bf/gf? but well, timing. (as they like to say)

hmm..well..well..

gosh, again, who on earth made this love thingy so complicated??

sheesh!

okay end of story for tonight.

(psst!..they say FIFA Finale is on 12th..so?)

well..its the 5th day since i was back in Ipoh so decided to go out for some personal adventures since no one fuss me bout fixing my car ..yet..

so after a lil planning i went out..

all was fine until..

.

.

.

.

.

eh?why is it not turning back into the road that i was supposed to go to?? ~!@#$%^&*() wrong turning la..

who ask you to turn when you’re not supposed to..

ok fine.

after some u turns and what not,

i was back to the lane even without me knowing!!

ok fine fine!

so follow the road and turned into Buddha knows where..

erm..am i on the right road?

ok ok, yes yes. i know that building. yes.

phew.

so , ok. straight ahead.

after round-about and turning in..

ah! the road!

hmm..great.

erm, wait, which lot was it again??

~!@#$%^&*()

after some asking to kind strangers  (coz my phone was low in battery already can you imagine that?! shh!!)

i was more sure and i drove, planning to pump some petrol.

~!@#$%^&*()  card prob =_=

luckily i was in a petrol station with ATM. (ok ok i know!! shh!!)

im determined already!!

so i paid and pumped petrol. and then…..

well, i missed the timing so should i pay a visit??

after some asking to kind strangers again i decided to ‘roll’ around since im not in a rush..

mana tau,

i really found it. =_=”

eh, so now, you can say im geng la right?? hmph!

im capable of surviving!!

but then a lil sad tho..couldnt pay the supposed- a-surprise visit and got some nagging..

but dump it aside, its too much even for a heartache and i just slept it off once i got home..

*sigh*

[btb (back-to-blog) post #1]

so i was visiting Baby Valentine in Pet Society one day ,after sooooooooo long.. [sorry baby =( ]

while i was waiting for Pet Society to load , i remembered what i did when the line was slow..(you know the ‘loading’ screen which gave you much frustration?)

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.

.

.

what i actually did was..i raised both my hands,

put them together like i was holding a big bottle of water,

then imagined that i was pouring water into the loading panel so that it could load faster..=_=”

now you got it?

you see, the loading screen for pet society was reaally cute..

it was like a fish tank..and the ‘loading’ water was sending ‘waves’ to let us know that..well..the line IS functioning..and TM IS working..

see that? yup..no wonder.. ‘Playfish’..

LOL!

yup..im now back in Ipoh..for long term..

well, how should i say,

i miss the convenience of touch n go and transportation and big beautiful buildings and nice stuff to shop for and the touch of urbanism =_=

and i miss uni-years..they are definitely the best years so far..when you’re mature but you’re still studying..

most of all i miss being in that house/room..lots of memories..

BUT

i love my sweet home too..and my family..

so anyway, i got back yesterday and used a loooooooooooong time to settle my room..i threw alot fo stuff..but also saw a big chunk of sweet memories ..

i can only sigh..aih..

i can only pray now..that all that ive wished would come true..

planned to revamp my blog but no inspiration now..

yes..i m determined  to blog more..haha..

ah right, i know its a boring post but i m not ready yet maybe..

alot of stuff to ditch..~!@#$%^&*() ..

ok bye..