i’ve..i’ve erm..

sneaked back into my F6 alma mater ..

i know..such a dangerous and crazy act which can post a message to people and say: wah like that can lor, anybody also can get into any school lor?

T_T okok im sorry..

but we were just being a lil too obsessed with the nostalgic memories when we were near there after PCK the Movie (yup!)..

[oh had some nice japanese food in the food court tho..teehee!^^]

so we took quite a number of photos depicting the ‘Grown Up’ us being in the old classrooms and quite a number of nostalgic spots..which only we ourselves can understand..

see:

CRIMINAL IN ACTION!!

actually the guard was just behind us!! i think she was unsure of catching us or not coz i tied my hair into a pony tail (yup! i know!) and i was wearing sneakers and polo-T and jeans, so much like a F6-er! LOL! XD

hehehehehe~

ah..nostalgic..the special F6 block..the lunch boxes..the FREE period (yes no kidding, when you only have FOUR  but very HEAVY subject to study..)..the prefects’ room..the church..and the hot spot opposite: Ipoh Parade..(i know..LOL!)

probably at some point in your life you might share this part with somebody else in your life and say, this is my alma mater..

[and then had a nice movie+ instand noodle(with luncheon meat and egg!) session..with ‘The Myth’ showing on the TV! hehe..]

ok time for lunch~hakka style braised pork and yam!^^

HAHAHAHAHA..nah..NOT!

just make Baju Kebaya (two sets of them!) for the sake of my work/job.

so the other day, went to Nagoya for the fabric first..

you know when people say it is always tedious to make/get traditional clothes done..and it’s always better to be tailor-made/specially tailored for oneself..unless you’ve got such ‘standard’ figure you might be able to get a good fitting one from the boutique..

[yea talk about that,it’s the same for your blazer,no?i dont have one..but i’ve got a stretchy jacket which looks like a blazer LOL!]

so after much choosing and picking these are mine:

the uncle said the green/blue batik is the modern and hot-selling piece =_=” and those ‘typical’ batik patterns you see are outdated..=_=”

oh and i picked the purple set coz looks nice =D and the top fabric is sheer! LOL! nyeh nyeh..

so after about 70+ for the fabric, =.=” it’s time to be sent to the tailor, my grandaunt to make it into beautiful kebaya(s) ^^

whee~~

at a place where i can stir many beautiful rumours BUT, SADLY, no, it’s not true LOL!

absolutely happy BUT, SADLY, the dark clouds still came into my mind straight afterwards =_=…..

was with the old folks there..so happy joining them in the photoshoot..BUT,SADLY, i know this happen only for some reason..and it could very possibly be only temporary..

was very happy when the old folks asked to join for dinner with VVIP in the family @.@ BUT, SADLY, again, i know this happen only for some reason..and it could very possibly be only temporary..@.@

i dont know..im so occupied with the ‘BUT,SADLY’ thing that i think im getting insane..very very insane , in fact..

AIH..

its only when you start working that you feel the significance and importance of weekend..as in, whoever kacau your lovely weekend plan/prog will be immediately executed, i mean, depending on the issue which kacau you tho..LOL!

ops,sorry..have been insane since long LOL!

okay anyway yesterday went for some makan and movie session,watched The Last Airbender which is not bad, but its only the water nation chapter =.= hmmmm..

and then today, made these:

ah failed,seriously..=( but they HAVE the ‘look’ and ‘shape’ ..

ish..

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well was day dreaming when i suddenly remembered a former housemate’s (in fact, very very former =_= )saying..

he was in the living room and was telling me, what you’ve done to a person, it will be repaid on you..whether sooner or later..whether you stole it, taken it, or hurt the person.

and that, is when he was getting  THE ‘paid back’..imagine that..=_=

i’ve always said,karma..

i know i kept to myself alot lately..i seriously dont wanna say anything before something is solid or so..you can say im shy,a coward or anything..but im not gonna say anything yet..at least not now..seriously distraught..

but i will do what i think i have to do..

EOS

[13/8/10]

so today, there was this PR job (actually more like overall event stuff but yea)

i actually prepared my attire last night along with the black stocking (i dont have leggings)

and this morning, have no idea what luck i was in, the stocking was spoilt =_= i think its the stupid hanger’s fault. *ahem*

so i have no choice but to wear slack.

when i check the time its already late,so rushed to the scene only to do make up @ the toilet there (ops..)

oh but before that,  i also made the exit at the wrong floor..+_+ why does an M floor exist?*ahem* no idea. i was just told ‘first floor’.

and as i was wondering which banquet hall they booked, i saw someone..who ‘wasnt’ supposed to be there…..

guess guess!!

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who?

it’s him!

i know! cant even imagine that!

i was like: why, on, earth, are, you, here?? (he’s from Klang)

LOL! XD…..

and as we carry out our job, i said to V: it’s the old job again..haha!

we have been in three or more ‘sessions’ of Uni Orientation Programme’s jobs, doing ushering and stage stuffs, and some sessions we were involved in two events! and yes!  the same formal dress code! hehe!

like this:

OMG <3 !

anyway, was a lil awkward coz was called just to ‘help out’..have no idea who to stick to and all..

so after ushering (and a LOT of smiling) and lighting (OMG yes i do a lil of the lighting LOL!), i was out in the reception area feeling hungry but lucky coz guests seemed to have filled all the seats and i dont need to chip in to ‘entertain’ them.

mana tau, got dragged by that fella (and another head) to join a table. =_=” i tried to hide but to no avail. thanks to YOU!

Ms A was like:[command] sit..sit! go! sit!  T.T

so i just ate a lil and excused ourselves then rushed off to the interview room to help out.

but on the way home i got soaked =_= aih..

but yesh! happy with ‘temporary’ event management! hehe..

yesterday and today,i went to apply ABC @ DEF , AGAIN..

and this time, the guard did not block me for questioning as i guess, its THE season so everyone was going in and out there..of course it must be the innocent faces like mine xp (excuse me..)

anyway, i got the form for ABC yesterday. when i thought i could settle it and hand it in there, i was shocked by some..erm..procedures..so i had to go back and ask for my parents’ assistance..

the thing is,you ask me to give a copy of my IC, ok.

then why do you still need my birth cert or surat beranak? =.=” lah..HOW OLD AM I?? i have a blue MyKad means im a Malaysian and my parents are Malaysian/married in Malaysia/born in Malaysia lar..=.=”” and you can sure check out my data (like how heavy i was or what time i was born and where =.=”””) in Jabatan Pendaftaran’s database if you suspect me kan..

then asked me to provide a copy of JPA’s recognition letter of my IPTS (private Uni/Colleges) course. i then asked the girl yesterday, what was it. she said, dont know la..i think its the offer letter of xxxxx. ok. so i even photocopied the letter of admission and conferment of degree..when i reach to hand in the form today, then only i got to know, i have to go to MQA’s website and print out the details of my course along with its approval status. you guys sure remember the days when the lecturers were so kan cheong with the interviews of us kan? that’s it. then again, why,cant,you, just,go,check,it,out la! aih…..i also can access you cant meh?? =.=

the thing is, the girl working there also cant tell me what exactly is that thing..aiyo, same when i ask the McDonald’s waiter: erm, is the promotion still on? he didnt even say ‘dont know’ and just motion and asked me to ask the counter. =.=” oh, so that’s how you answer or serve your clients/customers la? you work for that you dont even know how to answer your clients/customers enquiries..adoi..

ANYWAY, i handed it in..and i got a call..to Cow-ing Town..Menglembu la..haha..

went for lunch there..@ 钻石咖哩粉 (erm i think the shop’s name is diamond curry noodle?)

had their famous curry noodle there although they also have many other varieties of noodles(like laksa and etc)..i picked yellow noodle, the sengkuang pastry (my fav ok!), the fried fu chuk (soya skin),meatball and the stuffed and fried toufu..

it was just nice, tho not to the extend i exclaim here but yes, it was nicely done with their Chinese styled curry. (the watery bland kind)

the more surprised was the Iced Red Bean (recommended). i was actually half forced to order that although i thought of ordering a more clear kind of drink coz i was thirsty and hot. when the drink reached our table, it was more of purplish/dark rose coloured red bean ‘paste’ with snowy ice, apparently also layered with some evaporated milk. (the famous malaysian susu sejat)

one sip of it, OMG! it was just, a prefect combination! and its more fragrant i guess they added the dried mandarin orange skin inside. yum yum! and it was not too thick as i worried (i wanted more WATER!) but i did drink alot after i got home..heheh..

oh yea, sorry..no picture =( coz was busy eating!! heheh!! really nice..when’s the next huh? *hint*

[my blog is so boring without pictures..=_=]

it’s tuesday.

if im not mistaken tomorrow would be the official start of fasting,right?

anyway, Selamat Berpuasa!^^

(i thought of writing this post in BM but i guess not =_= dont wanna embarrass myself..*pout**point fingers*)

oh ya, just remember ask me to buka puasa/bersahur together..LOL! (erm no la..just kidding..*shy shy*)

so on sunday, i finally gave out the Doraemon package..haha glad that it was all smiles and happiness..and bliss..

even more surprised was getting the ‘Penang’ package from the old folks..they remembered me actually LOL! (i think coz i bought them gifts during CNY and when i got back..) so happy! though it was just nutmeg in syrup,nutmeg juice and angku, it was priceless to me and i was just so happy at that moment! ^0^v

and yesterday, when we went out to pick up dad, we talked about the *ahem* when my brother was camping in Ulu Chepor =.=”

aha..those of you in Kinta Valley should have heard of this ‘famous’ camping place..and you sure know what’s in store..

so he said, they, yes, they, not he, met TWO..=.=””

once was just in the middle of the road (the road leading to the camp side,which is very narrow and surrounded by trees and all =.=)

the other one was just outside the camp =.=

i asked him, what were ‘they’ doing huh?he said, nothing..=.=””

the teacher actually saw it as well..but for those who are frequent/active in camping/jungle tracking activities should know well how to deal with these..

so the teacher said, no photo taking at that moment..=.=

first thing first, dont be as panicky like my mum =_= who says should shout..

NO!!

just act as normal!! i explained, basically we’re of two different worlds kan, so basically we are unable to make contact kan?(minus the mediums)

so imagine, if you shout, means you SEE , and you think one who has been lonely for such a long time would not find someone to ‘play’ with?? =_=”

and, those loitering around ‘here’ most probably have some wishes to be fulfilled or need help..you think one would lose such a chance?? =_=””

and ask my father or brother..they would tell you the looooong stories of what and whatnots in the events of..*ahem*..

and of course, i myself have heard tons of these ghost stories which i think i can also publish a book (or make my blog like an archive, like it is not yet now =.=” )

but,yup, back to earth!! always , i guess the major religion streams in Malaysia dont ask us to look at the eerie side, they ask us to be grateful and remember them who gave us this world now, as we would one day give to our future generation..like 感恩

Amitabha~

p/s: Mum’s recipe today: Spice Stuffed Ikan Cencaru! woohoo!

消极是吗？

我，也可以很消极。。

或者，已经很消极。。

也或者，我已经痛到麻木了。。

心酸心痛，看时间没差，就去睡了。。

却一直在心里呐喊。。不停的呐喊。。

睡醒了，若是早上，又会对新的一天有恐惧。。

若是下午，就像今天一样，麻木的，没感觉的。。

头发还是一直掉。。还有可能药不对。。多希望那天他们说我的结果是阳性的，‘荣获’癌症。。那不就什么都不用理了嘛。。慢慢等死。。连药都不用吃多好。。

*每一点一滴，都让我怀念那些日子*

睡不着了。。

昨晚九点半，被拒之门外之后，就哭着睡着了。。

到现在。。

黑黑的。。冷冷的。。

[截取，没有针对任何人，不要对号入座]

“厉害，不是因为说分手而毁了一个人。。

厉害，是因为从一开始就不该开始。。开始玩弄着他。。”

“并不是合适不合适。。

而是在于你是否认真地对待。。

凭良心地对待，善良地对待。。

奉承祂的每一个教诲，实行。。

更不要一时头昏过了头，

胡乱的作孽。。”

“孩子，不要怪祂没有保护你。。

要怪你自己没有相信祂。。

没有听到祂的声音。。

若黑暗降临，要哀悼，

一天，一晚。。够了。。

并不是黑暗庞罩，而是你不让黑暗的雾飞走。。

为何拉着黑暗的雾不放手呢？

祂的光，又怎能进来呢？”

看完了。。

我还在这里。。

静静的。。

习惯了静静的躲在角落。。

静静地望着自己喜欢的。。

recently, especially this past 7 days..

it was really wrong..very wrong..super wrong..

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coz i ate too much FAST FOOD..=.=”

let’s see, using free wireless @  KFC, so,yea, KFC..

then, surprise McD supper ( by ‘surprise’ i really mean ‘surprise’..)

then KFC variety bucket coz grandma decided to be generous after the 4D/TOTO thing =.=”

i think of all the major chains i only left out PizzaHut and BurgerKing near here (yes i miss Domino’s..hope can have it from the tour soon) =.=”

wait..let me check my waist……….

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*gasp* *hand cover eyes*

OWH.MAI.BUDDHA.

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not to mention all the SUGAR,SALT,and FAT in it.

i hope i dont need to visit London Weight Management or sort..or maybe the Hospital..(obesity,hyperglycemia,cardio diseases, hypertension,LDL more than HDL..ahhhh,lovely stuff..my biology is coming back to me~~=.=” )

so today’s lunch is Otak-Otak and bean sprouts..and im learning to make those cute Japanese Bento..

first try will be Seaweed Doraemon =.=

hmmmm..trial was ok..lets see how it goes..

BY THE WAY, do you all know that 23rd aug would be the..erm..

Chinese/Lunar Calendar’s 14 of the Seventh Month?you get what im trying to say?

omg..should not go out at night as it is already that month, means THE door is slowly opened.. *gasp*

OMG of fast food poison,my waist and the seventh month,all the scary things =.=

p/s time for some Zespri Kiwi yumminess..(^.^)v

p/p/s: NO this is not an advert post,have not done it for such a looooooooong time =.= I hope NuffNang can give me one which i CAN do to let me earn stuff too..

p/p/p/s: by the way, why dont i have Churp stuff to do yet?

p/p/p/p/s: CHURP CHURP is giving rewards to those who invited the most friends to join Churp! so pleeeeease join and put my name as the one who recommended you! (well if you do happen to know this from here lah ok) just key in my Facebook /Twitter name when they ask for it.^^