i dont know what to say already..

*you both* hit the two persons i love..

and i cant like, seek for revenge..

what?what else can i do?

*you both* gave me hard time in life..(including *you*, so three)

and today, to prove how much my work tortured me, i overslept in the bus until i dont know how to wake up even after reaching terminal..

embarrassed to the max..

 

WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY??!!

 

[pardon the bad lang]

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i know..

im the ultimate dumbass in the world..biatch..

i dont know how to please or make people happy..

i dont worth a thing when it comes to love..

im stupid and only creates trouble for people..

林俊杰 - 背对背拥抱
作词:林怡凤
作曲:林俊杰
话总说不清楚 该怎么明了
一字一句像 圈套
旧帐总翻不完 谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开 刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱 滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老 葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱 真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道 即使想让你知道 爱的警告
话总说不清楚 该怎么明了
一字一句像 圈套
旧帐总翻不完 谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开 刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱 滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老 葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱 真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道 即使想让你知道 爱的警告
我不要一直到 形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱 就不要轻易放掉
我们背对背拥抱 滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老 葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱 真话兜着圈子来乱绕
只是想让我知道 只是想让你知道 这警告
只是想让我知道 只是想让你知道 爱的警告

went for the check up again..

initially thought of marking the scripts but =_= how the hell would i have mood to mark while waiting for PAP SMEAR result you tell me?

so i waited and waited and waited..

 

as i went in, the doc asked: so..how can i help you?

i was like: @@ er…well..

she said: did the period bother you?

me: no..

doc: then i think we dont need to do anything..

me: huh?oh…you mean all is ok?

doc: er..yea..

and she went on and told me im fine as the period is ok now (i made the appointment last time for its irregularity)

plus, the cyst and fibroid doesnt cause much problem so they are not going to remove it..

so IN CONCLUSION,  nothing to be done @@

then i said: OH! the PAP SMEAR result!

she said: yea the PAP smear result was ok..normal..

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YIPEE!! ^^ (oh but anyway later in the night i thought, wouldnt it be better if the result is CANCEROUS AND I JUST DIE OF IT? once and for all..no?)

the doc even asked whether i want to be discharged or make a 1 year appointment..i said better make 1 year appointment just to monitor the cyst and fibroid whatever.

 

anyway..

i was starving by the time i took the next appointment i had ayamas meal.

when i got home, i found out that the ~!@#$%^&*() workers ate my maggi and used *his* slippers!! my food containers are all opened and rumbled!! > _ <

~!@#$%^&*()_

i smsed *him* and told him this.  its not like the maggi cost alot, but used people’s things without asking? ~!@#$%^&*()

damn..if you dare do that again i will sure inform the house owner..

 

p/s: ˈkɑː.mə ðeər wɪl bɪ fɚ jʊ jʊ weɪt jʊ bɪtʃ

 

herm!

never mind what i did..coz it doesnt matter in the end..shits still happen…to a dumbass like me..

have no word to describe~~

okay..yea , right..i drove.

not only within my housing area but from jln syed putra til my house in cheras. =o

 

(okay, isnt that an improvement??)

 

so it was like this. he got his car and then i have my own car back.

of course i drive to work. but first i have to know how to go.

the initial plan was to wait at my aunt’s house and then he fetch me and show the way, as my driving skill is ‘superb’. (so do not come close to me when you see me on the road, seriously.)

 

but then he called and said he is going to midvalley so i had to fetch him and i drive.

i was like: ~!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!Q~

i have no choice.

 

and yea, i got honked for thrice while switching lane.

~!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!~

 

told you, when you see me on the road, please, get away from me, as far as you can.

 

[after work, ms m treated us to SweetChat in Times Square. Thanks ms M!]

then i had to drive back home alone.

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT??!!

i drove up..and got into the wrong branch and headded to jln klang lama. =_= hell. who made the roads in KL so complicated , with specific lanes leading to different places and once you’re wrong you are..well..dead.

[but roads in KL also has ‘backdoors’ for dumb people like me, so] yea i took a u-turn and……..

 

i was in midvalley. =_=

uh uh, i know how to go home from midvalley , i know that road.

but again, i missed the branch and got to……………….

 

 

pasar seni.

 

 

 

=_=

 

 

 

okay.

this time, i hit myself really hard on the head and forced myself to the correct lane leading to a place called CHERAS and nothing else stupid.

phew!!

all the way straight, without honking from other drivers..to the tolls (i honked them! blocking me! –erm sorry maybe i was just nervous..ops)

 

and i was….

well…..

a little too…….

 

short……

 

for the touch’n’go screen………………………………….

 

=_=’’’’’

 

aih………………

 

okay fine.

 

then i drove all the way straight (yea) and……….

 

i miss the branch to my home .

AGAIN.

 

*immediately pengsan*

 

aih.

 

OKAY FINE!!

 

i got into somewhere near jw (kajang, semenyih) and u-turned from the housing area.

i drove back to the correct branch and got home. =_=

 

 

so yea,i drove. =D

 

p/s: seriously! if you see my on the road, get away from me!far far away!

 

everybody, say happy belated birthday to Monkey =D

LOL   XD…..

 

 

 

 

with US…^^ he looked crazily excited while i looked cacat….haiz…

 

 

 

oh, they are *his* game friends, ‘uncle’ and ‘sovia’..

 

the most talked about ‘couple’..’malaimui’ and ‘ray’..

 

ivers and his gf..

 

so we went to this Happy Four Seasons restaurant, there are, obviously, four seasons.

and the bright ivers chose WINTER , out of ALL the FOUR SEASONS…

great.

 

cold. as. hell .

we ordered chicken chop since we have no idea what to have..nothing that attracts us..

but it was a great opportunity to mingle with them..

that afternoon, he said he is going to wangsa maju to meet up with his game friends..then i thought he would go there by himself since his game friends and i were never ‘connected’.

when i got home after work that day  (and after shopping at midvalley for new makeup tools), he asked me to get dressed quickly as they are coming to fetch us to wangsa maju. =o

 

i was surprised. but i got ready. and had fun =)

in the winter room =_=’’

 

anyway, my new makeup tools..

well i consider it worthy coz i used rm130 to buy multiple stuff..not rm130 for a single item =p

 

i’ve got my new trusty brand’s fake lashes and lash glue *beaming* , brushes for eyes and face, eye lash curler, tinted lip balm(instead of lip stick coz i dont like full colour) , and Maybeline Eye Studio and its AngelFit blush =D

 

huhuhu…

and here’s the outcome..(my eyes bengkak, coz slept late…=.=’’  read: work is insane.)

 

sorry, i imitated ICAL. XD but this shows the lashes clearly doesnt it?

 

 

hehe sneaked him in.

^^

 

in the mean time, CONVO ^^ (shoo the fking scripts to mark. EOS. )

 

but grandpa not coming down..said not good for him to travel and stuff..hmm..=( please take good care of yourself. my vibes protecting you…zzzhhhnnnngggg…..!!!!!  >  .  <

 

p/s: love the lashes ^^